Sheri looks for glimpses of Bob. The strong, silent, build anything, fix anything man that was able to read blueprints and orchestrate major re-modelings of huge retail stores. Sadly she sees, "Al" bent and broken, unsure of how put the batteries back in the cat laser toy. She wishes she had listened more carefully to the silence of Bob back then. At least then Sheri could read the meaning of those silent words in his soft brown eyes. "Al's" eyes seem empty, and although she accepts that this "is what it is" Sheri struggles to understand God's purpose of that emptiness.
Jeremiah 29:11
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Sometimes... I have to think, when Mom seems "hollow" that maybe her spirit is flitting back and forth, "here" and "there". Finding peace "there", because "here" is so confusing and frustrating.
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